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oil business

http://www.bt.com.bn/news-national/2010/05/24/bruneians-race-gas-stations-beat-no-subsidy-day

whats the point of buying gas the night before to avoid the price hike? we are so spoiled. the purpose is to keep people aware of the government subsidy, but now it seems like most people see the easy way by not buying gas on the day itself. show some support lah. we should do this every month, its a rare scene to see gas station so deserted, might as well give the oil attendants an off-day *sarcasm*

complete?

ill be 25 in less than a month! im old :/

as an individual i imagined that at the age of 25 i'll be successful, career-oriented but i have not achieve it just yet. at least i have a job now. i can see that as a breakthrough from study life to work life. but inside, i still feel the same. It's been four months since i started working when i said to my senior officer, "somehow it all makes sense". This is like my third chance for me to compensate for all the regrets that i had. Next would be improving myself to assure that im worth it. it's a long way to go though, rough surfaces along the way but i want to survive this one. maybe now i dont have to look for that missing part anymore because i might have found it.

wassup?

helo.

dont think ppl are going to check this anymore.lol.so im just gonna type in some random stuffs.

im working now :) its semi-gov. 2months dah. and u know what i like about it? the fact that im getting money every month. the fact that im fascinated that im learning something new almost everyday. the place where im working now is a fast-paced working environment. everything has to be done asap. the pressure....its real. different from the stress i experienced while studying. u couldnt just slack and not doing your work. kalau study, do nothing pun its your responsibility. you're screwed then you screwed lah. but that doesnt affect other ppl. buat salah tanggung sendiri kinda thing. but working, when you screwed, you're not only screwed yourself, you gonna affect the whole department. when one department is being inefficient, its gonna affect others as well.

i had my days. bad days...good days at work.. i have more things to learn though. i still put on my blur face whenever im not familiar with new situation. im hoping ill get better at it, its gonna sucks if i stop halfway.

just see how it goes lah.

let friendship stay

i found this,
i usually had attention span of 20mins during lecture. afterward, my notes would be full of random sketches. my fav past time. sometimes i didnt realise i was doing it while listening to the lecturer. true story.

i miss going to lectures :(

awu sudah atu. kecarian.

student life. the stress. the rush. the feel of meeting the deadlines. the times when i feel inspired after meeting my personal tutor. the walk of glory i took once i step out of the school office after handing in the assignments. and off course, the self-treat you gave yourselves after :p all the little things i took for granted.

i felt like i was doing something. at least.

sigh.

anyway..

had lunch with the brotherhood on sunday. One of us got hitched! very sweet couple eh ;) I pray for both of your happiness. dunia and akhirat. amin.

few days towards the end of 09. so many good, bittersweet memories this year :)

gonna end it with style~ :D i'll be live on stage with the rest of my band (apa eh! aahaha). 3 more nights for extensive practice, polishing every errors, hopefully we'll give an A+ performance on new year's eve. cant wait!

i dont do new yr resolution. just that i want to say im sorry for all my past wrongdoings. im not perfect afterall.

insyallah 2010, here we come!

the great weekend

3.21am

i cant sleep. i am exhausted though. my uncle invited us for raya haji open house and we hang out at his house till late afternoon, went home just before maghrib. after the makan2 ritual, ofcourse lah ada lepak2 ritual afterwards kan? jamming session was fun :D oh this year ive been asked to join the band practice. obviously ive been missing a lot while i was away in uk T_T on new year's eve, my cousins lead by my uncle would perform live band during the family gathering. i am already looking forward to it! band practice starts next week :)

on top of that, ive been having badminton session with the cousins every week. whats funny is that sometimes we so wanted to play badminton so bad, we went on a last minute court-hunting. it's fun! then lepas main, kita minum! (and makan chips! cacah mayonnaise!) lol what a way to lose some gain some...

to Bibers, especially yg selalu dtg main badminton (yg slalu ku suruh2 membooking court and bangun awal atu :p) i miss you guys! i lessthanthree you! group hug eh.

i am addicted to teh tarik c special. it has this weird nyaman taste. like nyaman brabis.

ironically, sometimes its hard for me to do all things at once. mcm busy jua. mcm nda jua. canakan tu? sekali kan i have this problem mcm pyh jua kan di solve tapi mcm inda pyh di solve pun. confuse?

i love having many friends to hangout with. but love is for one person. random jua?

the guitar fingers ok dah. main lagu the seeds xD cana? ikut audition p2f tah ku kali :O

i am going to temburong later. i think.

haha

when one dont talk, ppl assume. making up stories.the reason why i dont give a shit about others. why i dont ask. i expect u do the same.

give peace a chance

when things look like there's no way.... there's a way

to do the impossible. to survive the unsurvivable

inspired.

in the face of the impossible, we're inspired

dont give no in your way. Be inspired.

saw VI!!!! me want.

i formatted my ipod and filled it with new playlists cos the old ones were too messy :s

i thought i might share with u guys whats in my playlist so far, they're all '09 release:

breaking benjamin - dear agony
our lady peace - burn burn
all 4 one - no regrets
hoobastank - for(n)ever
colbie caillat - breakthrough
three days grace - life starts now
green day - 21th century breakdown
daughtry - leave this town
thousand foot krutch - welcome to the masquerade
the red jumpsuit apparatus - lonely road
ingrid michaelson - everybody
creed - full circle

peterpan (just cos i have to have peterpan songs on the go)

awesome piece. bye.

just breathe

received my boxes last friday. i was so excited i finished unpacking all of them in one day. siukkk mcm buka treasure box. found my ic (lol?). found ddr games (oh joy~). found my books (which i havent finish reading them all :D)

and....
because you can never have too many pair of jeans! some of them are still new (i have this habit of saving the best ones for specials hahaa and keep buying for more!)

i.need.new.rack.
to Nyls, if u see carefully i still have your book! hahaha soriii lupa ku bagi balik. i finished reading it after the exam (atu batah). im still waiting for The Lost Symbol to come in my mail. i miss bookshopping at amazon :(

guitar fingers still purple. main sampai lupa kan makan :s sometimes i have days when all i want to do is learning new song. currently its Anna Nalick - Breathe (2AM).

how i met your mother is getting boring. tahap maksima. the big bang theory ---- quotes worthy.

i am loving supernatural tracks.

Bibers...wherever you are...nisa is missing you all <3 each and everyone of you~

crash into me

there's a clarity thing when you cross over the edge. there's a moment when everything just melts away and you're fearless.

it goes away. that feeling like you can do anything. that clarity...it goes away.

and you're back to being... normal.